My dad and his girlfriend will be here on Monday. I’m not thrilled to meet the girlfriend but extremely excited to see my dad. I’m hoping for a nice time but I have my fears. I wish my emotions and my logical thinking would get on the same page. My emotions don’t want to have anything to do with this women. I find her suspicious. What type of person gets with someone who just lost their wife? What type of person says that they love this person after only dating a month. I personally think there’s more to the story and that I will be getting the full story when their here. My logical side understands that he is/was lonely. My logical side wants him to be happy and move on. Yet my emotional side is a mess with all of this.
I love my dad and I know that this has been really hard for him. I want him to be happy but I am worried that he is moving to fast and doesn’t know this women and I just don’t want him to get hurt or screwed over in some way… ..
I hope this trip will be a great one but I expect it not to be.
Also with everything my Crohns disease has been acting up hardcore and it sucks!!!!
Most people my age have sex toys in their bedside table, I have medications and vitamins.
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No more grapes
Grapes are so tasty……I wish they weren’t….. stupid Crohn’s disease….
I wish I had the ‘wow’ effect on someone.
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